I'm not sure if you're aware, but infertility sucks. I've been a little MIA from the blogging world partly because of this fact...or maybe it's because our computer got fried from a tiny lightening storm we had last week. Either way, it's been a while, but I'm back. I have a lot of stories and pictures to get caught up on from the past month, but I'll leave that for another time. Right now I just need to get my thoughts out about how much I hate my crappy ovaries.
I think the last time I mentioned anything about our ttc journey, I was beginning round 2 of clomid 100mg/metformin. Well, here I am nearing the end of my third round with a complete cycle of negative opk. If you're lost with the terms, google them. It's so frustrating. That's really all I wanted to get out. That it's frustrating, and it just sucks. Plain and simple.
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I am SO very sorry you are on this journey. I have been there and I hurt for you so very much. Remember that if you lean on God you really will love Him more at this end of this, not because He gave you a baby or didn't, but because of His amazing faithfulness.
So sorry friend. Praying for you....plain and simple. ;)
I have been through the same thing!! Getting pregnant with Mason was a blink. Ayden, not so much. :( It took us 4 times on Clomid before it took.... & I was to my giveup point then. I want another so bad but am so afraid what will or will not happen. Grrr!! I do remember my doc. adding another med in the mix the last couple of times... I can't remember what it was but she thinks that was what worked! Good luck Mel!
It seems like so many people are going through this right now. Perhaps it's because people talk about it more openly now than they used to. It seems like such a difficult thing to go through...I wouldn't wish it on anyone!
Happy thoughts...
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