Thursday, December 1, 2011

Infertility Thoughts

I'm not sure if you're aware, but infertility sucks. I've been a little MIA from the blogging world partly because of this fact...or maybe it's because our computer got fried from a tiny lightening storm we had last week. Either way, it's been a while, but I'm back. I have a lot of stories and pictures to get caught up on from the past month, but I'll leave that for another time. Right now I just need to get my thoughts out about how much I hate my crappy ovaries.
I think the last time I mentioned anything about our ttc journey, I was beginning round 2 of clomid 100mg/metformin. Well, here I am nearing the end of my third round with a complete cycle of negative opk. If you're lost with the terms, google them. It's so frustrating. That's really all I wanted to get out. That it's frustrating, and it just sucks. Plain and simple.

4 comments:

Ashley said...

I am SO very sorry you are on this journey. I have been there and I hurt for you so very much. Remember that if you lean on God you really will love Him more at this end of this, not because He gave you a baby or didn't, but because of His amazing faithfulness.

Kaylane said...

So sorry friend. Praying for you....plain and simple. ;)

*All About Us 4* said...

I have been through the same thing!! Getting pregnant with Mason was a blink. Ayden, not so much. :( It took us 4 times on Clomid before it took.... & I was to my giveup point then. I want another so bad but am so afraid what will or will not happen. Grrr!! I do remember my doc. adding another med in the mix the last couple of times... I can't remember what it was but she thinks that was what worked! Good luck Mel!

~she~ said...

It seems like so many people are going through this right now. Perhaps it's because people talk about it more openly now than they used to. It seems like such a difficult thing to go through...I wouldn't wish it on anyone!

Happy thoughts...