I would still want to be married to my man and have Harper for my sweet baby, but if everything around me was different...in a good way, I wouldn't complain much. There's so many things I regret...
I really wish I wouldn't have gotten credit cards and loans to pay my way through college.
I don't regret going to ACU, but I really wish I would have thought about going somewhere less expensive.
I wish I would have chosen a major that really made me happy instead of settling for something broad.
I wish I would have accepted when a church offered to sponsor me as a missionary right out of college. (I'm not sure my family even knew about this one.)
I wish I would have accepted my depression as an illness BEFORE starting college instead of waiting until after to seek help.
I wish I would have spent more valuable time with my dad.
I wish life wasn't so hard sometimes.
I wish money was never the issue.
I wish I didn't have to stress about bills.
I wish we could find a church where my family really feels like we belong.
I wish I had the desire to pray more and read the Bible.
I wish my heart didn't race when I think about raising our kids in today's society.
I wish we could afford for me to be a SAHM.
I wish I didn't have to take medication just to feel normal.
I wish, for one day, I didn't have any stress in my life.
I wish I could protect Harper her whole life from ever getting her heart broken.
I wish I could plan out everything in my life with no surprises.
I wish my life would get easier.
It's just been one of those days.